Friday, April 15, 2011

I AM NOT GOING TO STOP BAWLING!!!


I seriously hate feet...they are kinda gross, sometimes hairy(I must admit I have shaved them once or twice)....BUT...I TRIPLE HEART(just for you X) fun, cute nail polish, and the green grass peeking out through my toes...notice...most of my toes are hidden under my jeans because well...feet are gross. :) I actually quadruple HEART toe rings, it makes me hate my feet less.

Little Squishy Face is getting big...he is sooo stinkin cute!!! BUT he is turning into a tornado, ya get him out of his crib...and he never stops til ya put him back in. Warm enough to be outside for a bit...well not all that warm but the sun was shining.

NOTICE of hideous zits populating my face...what the ell is that all about? Oh yeah it's called stress in abundance...but that is life, and we all deal with it...BLAST!!!! But my little guy is sooooo crazy cute...and says "backpack"....hmmmm that could possibly be from Dora.


We have been working(I should say Hunter Dan...because he is a bit shall we say OCD about how things are done...not even kiddin' he has OCD a little) It will SOMEDAY(someday because "HE" has been working on it for months now) look great. We live in a house built in the 1970's true story, we are NOT rich...not even close...but things are looking pretty good...and I am excited to get some new flooring. I will share some photos soon of what we have done...included will be "our" collection of dead critters in my living room and bedroom...I should win wife of the day at least.


Oh yeah, and my son(BUG) has decided he is going to go live with his dad...hence the "I am not going to stop bawling" title, because well I do a lot of that right now. I will not get into that at this time....a post for another day...but I am NOT coping well.


On a happy note my kids and I are outside enjoying the sunshine...cold enough though that my toes are about to fall off in my flip flops...oh well feet are ugly. :)

11 comments:

Xazmin said...

Feet are cute. Especially yours. Um, okay SOME feet are ugly, but I think I have rockstar feet. And so do you, so quit whining. About feet that is.

The other thing. Boooooooooooo to the tenth power. I quadruple UNheart that you are having to deal with this. I hate that I can't help you feel better. :( I love you.

Sarahie said...

I think your feet are cute. My feet are ugly and a little bit freakish, even. I agree, though, that toe rings make things a little better.

I'm so sorry you are dealing with such hardness. It isn't fair.

Momza said...

Polish always makes toe nails look cute--yours are no exception!

Vivienne @ the V Spot said...

yeah, yeah, your feet are cute. Stop it.

Bug. Bug is a teenager. Bug is going to try to push his boundaries. Grab Proverbs 22:6 and hold onto it right now.
xoxo

(Good grief Lil Squishy is getting big!!)

Unknown said...

I totally agree on the feet being UGLY thing.
I am sorry about your son. I won't pretend I know what that feels like but I do pray that everything will work out for the best and that you can have peace of mind over this.

Shawn said...

I knew something was up...I'm sorry Sweetie!

Squishy is too precious and growing way too fast!

Your feet are cute, not something many people can say, wear those flip flops and show off that pink polish with pride!

Myya said...

Lil Squishy is adorable. I wanna squeeze him.

Your toes are cute, pink polish makes for fun toes!

I am sooo sorry you are going through such a tough time. You are in my prayers. Pretend I am sending HUGS. XXXX

Sheila said...

Your feet are cute! Ya...feet are ugly and gross - but your toes....I LOVE them! :) LOL!
Squishy face....one word - ADORABLE!!!
Miss your blogginess!!!

And I can relate with you on BUG. Dylan is 16 (soon to be 17) and we have been dealing with this for the past year! He hasn't gone back YET - because I haven't let go of the reigns! And I don't know that I can. (His dad has a BAD history with drugs and I can not put my child in that environment!) I feel your pain! Hold your head high! And remember; God will never give you more than you can't handle!
Love ya!

Sandra said...

I'm so sorry to hear about Bug...yeah, no words to convey my deepest sympathies.
On a lighter note though, your toes are cute! At least they have polish on them. I still have one toe that has one fleck of polish on it from like last Christmas!

shortmama said...

Im so sorry about Bug...lots of love and hugs coming your way

Unknown said...

I don't know how you hate feet - yours are super-cute! But I seriously know what you mean - my boyfriend doesn't understand how I can like toe rings and polish because I hate feet so much, but I think it just makes them look a bit better (something I once thought impossible)! : )